OK, I finally got a moments time to scan in the pics that Kris and I had done at the makeover. This is one that my mom likes the best. They are all pretty much the same so I will just leave this one up.
I am starting to handle things a little better. I have been really busy with the kids and cleaning house. I am not sure how the house managed to become such a mess with me not being here. I cleaned out the fish tank that was in dire need of cleaning. I have also started eating again. I did not realize how little I had eaten since everything. I was eating on average one meal a day and barely that, I did not finish any of the meals. I have lost 7 lbs since my grandpa passed away. I wanted to lose some weight but that was not the way I was hoping to lose weight. The kids also seem to be handling it a lot better. We did not take any of the children to the funeral or to the wake. I know that the younger 2 should not have been there at all and not sure how the older 2 would deal so I did not take any of them. I will take them to Grandpas grave though.
The day of the funeral we also stopped by my cousins grave since she is also buried in JB. She was only 2 days old when she died and was just a couple of years younger than me. I did not realize that she was born on the same day as one of my daughters. That was a little strange for me but my aunts point of view is that Hannah has both hers and Dorry's personalities.
OK, back to cleaning...